Been sick ever since mon..
high fever..
coughing..
flu..
gastric discomfort..

all this persist...
until..
Today..

at least i feel 'abit'
much better..
but still gastric is still playing a prank on me..

Imagine smelling all those nice nice food..
how much i crave for it..
yet i couldnt eat..
cos damm it..i will feel like vomiting after that..

may god bless me..
and i wan to recover fully before my next presentation come..
which is..
next tue..

*feeling ever so bad to pass on my sickness to my friends..*
*hope they will recover soon..*

♥ 10:30 PM

Between you and me
it seems so stagnant now..

♥ 11:33 PM

Sorry..!! Sorry..!! Sorry..!!
The only 'nice thing' you can say to me..
Other then that..??
You dont know what to talk to me about..

Should i say its
LAME..
FUNNY..
Or..
Ridiculous..

Can a word 'sorry'
Appeased how you have upsetted me..
Can it..
Appeased the emptiness you given me..

Well..I dont know what more can i do..
To make you open your mouth..
And try to find things to talk to me..
Instead of saying 'I dont know'

I HATE HEARING
'SORRY'
"I DONT KNOW'

♥ 8:33 PM

I've just finish bathing..
and..i'm worn out...!!
Went for the pratices for stage arts..
Actually i got into foreign bodies too which is major in hip hop..
But i think i will choose stage arts..
cos they consist not onli jazz but they also do hip hop..

Today first pratice done lots of stretching..
although wad we are told is wad we are doing is onli small part of it..
so imagine if we really do their normal standard..
how am i going to survive??
today is already making me having cramps..
and this is due to not exercising and stretching for a year..
all my basic flexibility was almost thrown back to my teacher..
but at least wasnt that bad..i still can bend and stretch..lol..

I like the sharpness of a jazz dance.
learn a small portion of their choerography..
although...cant really keep up..
haha..but its fun..

So there's another pratice this thur..
pray for me..and i hope i wont die from cramps..
haha..

♥ 11:03 PM

My friend is ok already...
went down on sun jus to fetch her...
and she was like literally jumping up and down..
talking hyperly to me..!!
what the hell..!!
She doesnt seems like she was sick at all..
GOD..!!
But jus glad she ok lo..

This 2 days been quite down on mood..
Dont feel like going out nor talking to ppl..
SAD... like i become so anti social...
Get irritated by small things..
but controlling not to..

Project pileing up...
My group do have a sense of urgency..
But yet..we are like stuck in no where..
HAix..
And i'm losing focus...
Exam on week 6 and now is like already week 4..!!
Gosh..i think i'm going to be dead...

♥ 9:08 PM

Today is a super havoc day...
Initally jus wanted to visit my ex collegue..
Then go find Dear de... but...
Suddenly receive a call saying abt my collegue
Took 10 panadols..and she was shivering,vomiting and in a daze..
there wasnt any clinic open on sat... damm...
NO choice.. brought her to mount elizabeth hospital..

She needs to be admitted for sure..
cos who in the right mind would take 10 panadols in 3hrs...
We know she has family problem..
so i guess that is her way of escaping from her troubles..
although she give stupid reason like she couldnt get to slp..
so she took panadol... who the hell would take panadol as sleeping pillss???

Really dont know how to say her..
But the STUPID mount elizabeth hospital have no bed space...!!
SO....i bring her all by myself from orchard to SGH...
and she was like...no strength at all..i have to like carry her man..
and imagine she is bigger size then me..gosh..my back hurts..
But i would nt leave my frien behind..i've to make sure she's alright..

anyway..all my ex collegue went to take over my place..
think i shall visit her.. and i really hope she will be alright...

p.s : *I dont like the feeling of waiting outside the A&E alone*

♥ 11:50 PM