I'm now doing our proj in library cafe..
How slack can we be..
finding articles from intranet of sch library resources
left me and wanyin surfing net in the end..
But i did manage to find articles..so did wanyin..(she ask me to put de)
So wasnt that bad after all..
So now i'm blogging here..
out of nowhere..
a very random post..

i've totally lost...
interest..
motivation
energy
to do what i'm supposed to do..
Studies..
is hanging in the mid air..
In nowhere...
Dance..
Lacking the energy to move ard..
In an hr time..
will be my lab pract again..
LIKE AGAIN!!
BCLS...dont quite catch a ball of what is being taught..

Laogong is leaving for malaysia in approx a week time..
And he be gone for ard 3 days?
Haix..So sian without him beside..
Sob sob..
I want to sleep..
I dont want to study..
Someone give me some motivation please..~~~

♥ 11:18 AM

Hello!! i'm back!!Got miss me a not?? ~LOL~
Anyway..ytd went to watch Funka at Youth park with danz inc peeps..
the comp was dope and seriously an eye opening for me..
i can onli manage a 'wow' in between the performances..
It shows how lost of words i am..
And not to forget..i become tone deaf after the whole event..
All thanks to the so high technology SPEAKERS..
we were like standing so near the speakers..
And there is band singing before the comp..
And i also mean ROCK BAND..
which like totally blast the whole place..
Not to left out also Beatboxing and mm..one duno wad troupe..
But all i know they have drums and stuff then jus keep hitting..
Think its a orchestra or something..mm..Nvm...doesnt reali matter..
Had fun with danz inc peeps..and some candid shots were taken by me..
LOL~Sorry for posting them..But since i took it...the purpose is to show it right..
Right right right??I know you agree with me..hehe..~
I want to complain why ppl have to squeeze in MRT??
Make me almost fall and hit my hand..
So angry nor~ laogong also very angry..
Hate crowds and squeezing ard!!~


Before going out to meet danz inc peeps..
Took a pic of laogong..he look kinda emo??LOL

Introducing RENE~
she always have very cute actions that i can take candid shots..

Introducing AMIN~
He looks unhappy cos we have been queueing kinda long..
Or is he not?? =P

Oh come on~
Yan looks like she is seducing amin~
And amin actually look interested in this pic..

~Laogong..always like to give funny faces..~

Introducing 2 siao char bo..opps..
They look so auntie la can??

And now they try to act manly~

♥ 8:18 PM

Bouncy like to Bounce alot..hehe..
Love this pic..So cute...hehe...

Got a C+ for my Bio Pract..
which obviously wasnt that good..
Considered that i onli studied with minimum or no understanding of it..
I still managed a pass..
Got to start studying for exams soon..
Which is like SOON..
Tml i will start...
Been camwhoring with my grp mates alot lately..LOL..
We have nothing better to do..
Today lead the class for warm up across the floor..
and teach choreo..class was so pathetic small..
Just a few ppl..well..better off this way..i wont be that stress..
And it has been such a long time i lead a class and teach..
I'm like so stucked here and there..
Mind block now and then..
Mind straining and having gastric pain now..
It has been a routine since i joined dance..
Stomach cant seems to decide what it wans..
If i eat..i cant dance..
If i dont eat..i will have gastric pain..
So tell me..what to do..haha..
my back is so 'numb' now..
The Top part...arghh..sad sad..
Wan hug hug from laogong..
Today didnt get a chance..sob..

Listening to: BeatBox version of Canon In D

♥ 12:05 AM

I've cut my hair...!
Basically trim my hair to super thin..
No longer as thick as the past..
And my fringe is shorter..
My vision field is so clear now..
No more of hair poking into my eyes and irritating me..
Went over to Far east to look for laogong jeans..
Intended to buy baggy jeans but ended up buying straight cut..
And also brought some other several stuff of our own..
Laogong came over for dinner..
nth much happen..
except that dad didnt had dinner tgth with us..
He ate first beforehand...
Which i actually expected it..
We had out feet soaked in hot water..
Cos of the tiredness we got from walking ard..
mummy boiled the water for us..=))
then we laze ard infront of com and played bingo..!!
Had fun even though its jus a short 1hr plus..

**To laogong: Always remember that no matter what is bothering u or makes u feel uncomfy u can always voice out..i will always be there to listen and we can always work things out..We want each other to be happy and to acheived that we have to tell each other how we feel even though its the slightest thing..and we can always work things out tgth..**
P.S: You do know that this relationship and you means alot to me rite? Love you..

♥ 12:34 AM

From now on..
My blog will always have small small little updates of my life..
Cos nowadays i dont have any pic to blog about..LOL..
Today..went over to laogong hse..
intended to watch 'water horse' and 'cloverfield'
But seems like the movie streaming website doesnt have it..
And the downloading speed for it was super duper damm slow..
We ended up watching 'one missed call'
didnt reali grab laogong hand that hard although it was a scary movie..
Cos the story line was kinda..mm..boring..
I nearly drifted off..
But i defintely dont like the sound of the ringtone..
It simply scares me off..
And..laogong very naughty..
Scaring me jus before the movie started..
As for the details of what happen after i got scared..
shall nt mention..cos laogong say cannot..
And i feel kinda stupid for having that kinda reaction..
so yup...overall..i jus got scared by laogong!!
Tml shall go have my hair trim and shopping day with laogong..!!

**Dad seems to come to terms of me having a bf..**
**He even suggested asking laogong back for dinner**
**HAPPY...my wishes at last is going to come true**
**Just going to hope everything turns out fine..*

~Currently listening to: PCD : Stick With You~

♥ 12:26 AM

Changed my blogskins during when i'm in NYP nursing block ELAB??
Imagine that...And the school com is damm lag and lousy can..
If u realised..my blog is now without music..
Simply becos the size for it was so small..
It couldnt fit in...sadden...
After it took me one hr to change everything..
It still keep showing my old blogskins in that damm idoit com..
Giving me thoughts of having to go back home and redo it..
But lucky..now its my new blogskin..and i can save the trouble..
My com is still so much better!!

3rd day of my menses..
Cramps wasnt that bad as the 1st day..
But as expected feeling giddy and stuff..
Back couldnt straighten fully yet..
Feeling strain and all..
But at least i could do some stretching and dance ard abit..
Loosen up the cramp muscle ard the 'ahem' place..LOL
I wan to dance la..but the stupid cramp is stopping me..
NVM..next week i shall be free and back to normal..

Sat getting a free massage from allison mother school i guess..LOL
Tgth with laogong..
This is excatly what i want now!!!
Like now..!! to loosen up those irritating muscle..

I shall stop my entry here..feeling tired...

♥ 11:56 PM

Open house is at last over..!!
Well done danz inc..

At last get it over and done with
Bio Pract &
Health Assessment
Shall nt say much abt bio pract..
Chances of failing it is so high..
*jus gonna pray hard*
Passed my HA..Thank god..
One burden is down..
Now shall be the semestral exams..
Gonna chiong for it..after like a few days rest..
Cos now i'm nt in top condition to do anything at all..
Jus wanna laze around..

I'm tired..
I'm shagged..
All thanks to stupid period..
It sucks to come after missing it for 2 months..
due to stress i guess??
I rather it come every month..
But now can see it wasnt and wont be in such cases..
Hectic schedule and exams coming soon..
And with myself forever involved with dance..
Wonder how to make myself not stress..
guess after this time round...
I will miss it for another 2 mths.. as usual..
Cramps...Headache...giddiness and backache surround me for the entire day..
Couldnt dance..
And i duno how it will be like for me tml and the day after..
Guess i be having cramps all the way..
You know..HEAVY FLOW!!!
Was so moody..But at least get to lighten up my mood abit after seeing laogong in studio..
really wanna thanks laogong for trying to lighten my mood up..
Played around in the studio tickling and bitting each other...
For the whole day...that moment was the best..
Now i'm feeling giddy again..got to go pei laogong chat chat awhile before slping..
till next entry..
tata..

♥ 11:57 PM

It never happens to me in all my relationships before..
That how my heart can ache over the slightest thing..
But now..my heart exceptionally will always ache and
hurt jus like a needle bursting a balloon..
Not because we quarral..
Not because we fight over the slightest things..
But whenever i sense sth is wrong between us..
The slience..
The gap..
The feeling i dun receive from u normally..
Nothing happens...But jus it always tends to come and goes..
Probably we are tired and exhausted out for open hse..
Just hoping to resume to our normal self again..
I'm going off to bed..
to slp off the tiredness..
to stop the heart aching..

♥ 11:54 PM

Ok...I'm going to blog about today!!
Went out with laogong..
Met at 1230 at our usual place..
Went to bugis and find black pants for performances..
After squeezing through the stupid crowd at bugis street..
Couldnt find any..So i decide to go back this fashion at dhoby ghuat..
Thought it cost $32..but since dad gave me money to buy clothes for performances..
Might as well use it rite..LOL..
mm..after buying..went to Cineleisure meet laogong friend
who help us buy AVP tickets..
Well..the movie was kinda nice..i would say..
It was freaking cold..i was shivering literally..
DUE TO: coldness and being scare by the show..LOL..
Heart racing fast again..
Laogong say my heartbeat like semi-auto machine gun..nonstop..
After movie..we ate subway..LOng time no eat...so nice..haha..
Went back to Amk Zone-X to play arcade..
We played daytona..basketball..(still couldnt pass stage 2..angry..jus 3 points nia..!!hmpf)
Then i spotted Zee mama and yee shan..
Zee was wearing dress and heels la..
Then she playing some shooting game..
You should see how she stand..like so pro..but so unlady like..LOL..opps..
But if she would to be so demure..then wont be like zee le rite..LOL..
Then came the battle between yee shan and laogong..
Challenging each other to a game which i duno the name..
Took pic and video of how they play the game..FUNNY..!!
Me and zee was laughing out heart out lo...
But zee and yee shan left first..so we continue to play..
We tried...the duno how to say..mm..
u know the one big table u vs another person with a thing flying ard on a table..
( well i duno wad's the name..guess it if u can..)
Also time crisis and puzzle bubble..
And also spot the difference for photo!!
WE COMPLETED ALL 20 stages..!!
But of cos with help from outsider..
ESp this uncle..very cute keep helping us to spot the difference..
Really enjoy today..thanks laogong..

**Tomorrow your presentation le wor..mus jia you ok..??

Coming week..which is starting tml..Dance for the whole week...
Open hse on thur,fri and sat...
Come support if can...=)

Concentrating!!

Think yee shan won and laogong lost..

♥ 10:13 PM

A brand new year..2008!!
Wad a good present i receive..
My phone is so DEAD..
Becos i changed battery? and it jus went blank on me??
Couldnt even off it..GOSH..
Someone tell me wad's happening to my beloved phone...
This is actually the first phone that i actually liked alot..
And it jus went flat on me..=( BOO!!
Now i have to resort to using back Nokia Phone..
Which i'm nt complaining actually but jus that i'm used to Sony phone..
It defintely gonna take some time for me to readjust back how to sms with nokia phone..
SAD SAD SAD...
Enough of it..Tml shall bring it for service...
You better revived i tell you...!!!

Today went shopping with laogong..
Wanted to buy CNY clothes...But couldnt find any except for my white skinny jeans..
I wanted a dress..But seems like i'm nt fated to buy one??
Search for the whole day..Went from one place to another in bugis..
In the end back to AMK still cant find..
I gave up..Think i will go search again after Open hse performance..
Haix Haix Haix..
Bad starting for a new year..
But thanks laogong alot to pei me whole day..
Walk until his back and leg suan and pain..
Sorry...!! But it was a great day tgth..
And we were like abit too crazy...
And i wan to say something!!!
I SAT ON TAKA LEVEL 3 FLOOR...
BECOS LAOGONG TICKLE ME..until i cannot tahan...=(
But i have my revenge..LOL...( laogong u should know wad i mean..=p)

Ok..I'm tired and fed up with the phone..
Waiting for laogong call and i shall sleep after that..
Till the next entry..TATA..NITEX..

*Phone phone pls revived!!*
*ok...shhhh...bye..!!*

♥ 10:52 PM