=Perfectionist= Seeking for so call "P e r f e c t i o n"

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Ok..this post is supposed to due last wed..
But so many test on hands kept me from blogging..
Because i have to study and make sure i pass..
So i wont dissappoint Laogong..
its suppposed to be about Suntec Performance..
But then many things happen before today that i have to blog it together with it..
I had my test that day..
Waited for germaine and jess together and cab down to Suntec..
didnt get a chance to mark the stage..
But anyway it wasnt much about the stage..
It was about the space constraint..LOL..
But i would say good job to the juniors..=)
Below are some pics taken..=)

Me and laogong..=)

Me and Jess~

Meixian and me..She's so tall..

At last i'm 'taller' then her..haha..

Yan and me..

We always camwhored together..

Always loving you..

Treasa sis and me..~

Laogong helping me to wipe the dust off my bag..

So sweet~!

Rabiah with the Summer sales board..lol..

Sa peeps always like to pose for funny stuff..lol..

Why are you taking my pic..LOL..

Lexiang looks like the Lao Da talking on the phone..

Then Treasa his wife folding clothes at the side..lol

Want to be beside you every single min..

My signature lip sign when i'm not happy or i dont get what i want..lol..

Laogong~!

3 different colours..

A pic with juniors..

Let's pose pose..

Yan~Maine and me~

Meixiang is facing us doing a center split..lol..

Again me and yan..lol..

Ok...quite a few things to update about..

I shall go s lowly with it..

Mon 30-06-08

Was my skill assessment..

Before that..Over the weekends i grab laogong to pract with me..LOl..

Placement for injection site..Withdrawal of medications..Proper holding techniques of syringe..Priming and Spiking of IV..Drops/min(Which wasnt tested in the end) and whole run through of checklist and laogong pretended to be my patient..haha..

Had fun throughout the process..and learning at the same time..

laogong learn quite a few pointers from me i guess..

I passed my assessment..And one is down..

After the assessment was adult nursing presentation..

We finished up the project just before our lecture started for the day..

Couldnt print it out initally..Nursing block bookshop computer just sucks..

It will always be lag forever..

Presented our best for the presentation..

But question bomb by my lecturer just kept discouraging us..

Cause we didnt know what to answer and it just seems like whatever we say its going to be wrong..But anyway..the lecturer talk to us privately after the tutorial and it turn out it wasnt as bad as what we think..So i really hope it really wasnt that bad..

Tue 01-07-08

Bio Mcq test..

Previously on mon germaine and i studied together at macdonal..

Trying our very best to figure out whatever the lecture notes is trying to tell us about..

Bacteria and Virus all over the place..

But it was fun to have someone to study together and figuring things out together..

So germaine more studying session together ya..?? LOL..

Got A for my test..

Happy..because my effort was paid off..

And another burden off...

And i'm free to relaz..

So i went to dance with a relazed heart..

Awaiting for our new instructor to arrive..

Had fun throughout the session..

Allison told me about Jitterbugs audition on coming sun for F1 race..

And i was deciding to give it a try for the audition..

and jus when i decided i FELL~!!

Yes..I bloody fell on my butt landing on my tail bone while doing kicks..

I dont know how the hell did i fell and landed myself on the floor..

All i can see was through the mirror i saw myself doing kicks and it was slippery my whole left supporting leg was swip off the floor..

I literally saw myself hanging in the air with my 2 legs hanging out..

For that split second i was searching for laogong and the thought of breaking the fall jus flash through so fast that i think i couldnt even react..the next thing i know i'm on the floor..

I onli managed to twist myself to the left but with not much result i still landed on my butt and the fall send shock from my tail bone up to my spine..

I blacked out for a split second..spreading out on the floor..I cover my face with my left arm..

I was literally in shock..My whole body was shaking like there was no tomorrow..

Didnt intend to cry..But guess i was too shock that my tears just kept flowing out..

It wasnt much of a pain when i landed..But i can feel the numbness and i couldnt feel any sensation at my tail bone until when meixian massaged the site for me..

And that send me a numbness pain..

I think i give a shock to everyone..Including our new instructor..LOL..

I'm sorry..I didnt mean it..I was shocked too..

There is alot of people i wanna thank to:(Gonna list it out)

Meixian for being there for me to help massage my back and sending me back home..

Rene for rushing all the way down to studio from SAO office to pass the deep heat oilment..

Terence our instructor for showing concern about my injury..

Germaine for helping massgae my feet when i feel numbness..

Shaheera and Rabiah for helping me up to stand on my feet..

Amin,Nicholas,Treasa,lexiang,yan yan and allison for showing concern to me..

Zee for the tip of asking me to restrict my movement and offering to accompany me to see doc..
Jess for showing concern even though she wasnt there but after knowing what happened..

And to those juniors who came to me and ask me to rest more..

Sorry i couldnt list out who..but i defintely remember your faces..lol..

I wasnt in a very clear state mind after the fall..

When i reach home i was so giddy and drowsy that after my hair has dried..

I went off to sleep immediately..With a clothe as a mini pillow to put as support on my lower spine..whole night i was lying supine there..not moving a single bit..woke up in the middle of the night cause it was damm numb..

Woke up in the morning today and to realise my left wrist hurts..i couldnt bend..and came to recall back..I fall with my left hand trying to support my fall..And that goes another injury..

Wonderful..2 old injury at the same time..

Went to see doc tor today..Meixian and laogong accompanied me..

Doctor advice to me:

Do Not take heaty food..
Rest for at least a week..

and that goes my audition this sun..

Many ppl would be killing me if i attempt to dance within this week..

Again thanks mexian for paying the med fee..and taking time out to accompany me to the doc..

OK..All must be wondering why am i thanking so many people but not my laogong..

Because this part is specially for him..

I know when i fall..You wasnt the first one to dash to my side..

But even so..i know you noticed.. Once i hear ur voice i start to calm down..

I feel more at ease and secure..because i know you are somewhere beside me..

Your touch means alot to me..it shows conern and care from you..

I understand because you dont have any experience in handling med aid stuff..

So all you can do was be at the side holding on to my hand..And that was more then enough..

You have always shown concern and care different from the others..Not just because you are my boyfriend..but i guess different people have different way of expressing..

You use small little actions and gesture..and i appreciate that..

Those small little details of not allowing me to bend down and pick things up warm my heart..

And i feel even loved pampered and sweet that you feed me my dinner when i said i dont felt like eating anymore..Its been a long long time since you feed me..I'm enjoying every moment..And i want to feel this pampered from you everyday..But you are going army soon..

The small short little note i wrote for you just now was something i wanna say from my heart long time ago..I hope u will keep the little note well..=)

Ok..i'm starting to get numb on my back..got to stand up and walk abit..

Till next entry..=)

Signing off: Phoebe aka Perfectionist..

♥ 9:25 PM