Wish that i could talk to you for a little while
Wish that i have the power to extend time
Wish that i could find a way trying not to cry
Wish that i never heard those words coming from you
It just makes me feel whatever i've done is never enough
I thought i wouldnt be this affected
But each time it kept happening
It just get disheartening as it goes
I'm trying my best..Am really doing so..
To give my best for you..
But it is slipping away slowly from my hand..
Slipping slowly away from my control..
I dont feel the encouragement
I dont feel appreciated
It just seems like its all about you
this kind of feeling i get sucks to the core
I wish i never have to feel like this
Cause i felt realy guilty feeling this way
All i want is the best for you
Even if it means that i've to sacrifice things from myself
I always say
"I'll do anything for you no matter what."

-Make me feel appreciated-

Signing off: Perfectionist

♥ 12:41 AM

Finally Exams is like over for me!!!
Mug like siao the past 2 weeks..!!
Meet Germaine like everyday to study tgth..HAA..
I wonder did she see my face until sian...lol..
But got to thanks her for accompanying me this 2 weeks..
If not i sure rot to hell..
took alot of very lame pics..haha..
But nice..
And lots of stuff coming up for me..plan until very pack.haha..
Ok..having diffculty to type an entry with my fake nails put on..
Shall stop here..anything will update again..=)

Days with lecture notes just haunt me~!


Maine draw those sheep and cow..lol..
I'm writing notes seriously..lol..


Maine drew this too..
she jus love drawing..dont she..
Can see it from pictures taken...haha..


Snaping pictures of maine..

♥ 10:53 PM

Thanks miss wanyin for accompanying me for a hair cut..
Decided not to cut very dramatic..
Jus trim my fringe and overall..
To make it not look so heavy and messy..
Change my parting to the side..
no longer straight bowl style..lol..
Once my fringe has gotten use to the parting i will then cut it shorter..

*Peace*

♥ 6:02 PM

Name 20 people you can think of right now.

Dont read the questions till you named the 20 people.

At the end of this, choose 10 people to do it.



1. Laogong (jingwei)

2. Treasa

3. Germaine

4. Wanyin

5. Jess

6. Meixian

7. Yvonne

8. Wani

9. Huai Yue

10. Yiyan

11. Nicholas

12. Zee

13. Allison

14. Rene

15. JingYi

16. LeXiang

17. Nerissa

18. Suriani

19. Yibing

20. Ervinna

How did you meet 14?

- Know her through Dancing..she's my alumni and she's so bubbly..



What would you do if you never met 1?

- My life wouldnt have changed for the better and we wouldnt have been together if we have not met..



What if, 9 & 20 dated?

- NONO~ you wouldnt want that to happen...They are not LES..



Will 6 & 7 date?

- NO...They are not LES either..Plus they dont even know each other..



Describe 3?

- Well..let me see..my TEMP BF..haha..she's always so bubbly and full of ideas..We click well..Got so much in common and she is defintely always there to cheer you up if you are feeling down..



Is 8 attractive?

- I would say YES..if not she wont be attached right..LOL



Describe 7?

- Know her through private study school..A friend who is good at studies..



Know any of 12's family members?

- MM.. technically to say..no..But have seen her family members before..



What will you do if 18 broke up?

- I wouldnt have expected that..she is so sweet with her BF..But of course i would console her and be there for her if she need...



What language does 15 speaks?

- English,Mandrian & &&& SINGLISH...She kind of know malay a bit..



Who is 9 going out with?

- No idea..I wouldnt be the first to know anyway..haha..



How old is 16?

- Mm..arghh..no idea..Got to ask TREASA..she's his GF..



When was the last time you spoke to 13?

- Like a week or so back??



Who is no.2's Fave band/singer?

- Oh oh...This one..Very hard qn..i onli remember her telling me she cant sing..opps..





Will you ever like 4?

- Why not..haha..I'm like so click with her..



Will you ever date 1?

- I'm like his LAOPO now..haha..So wad do you say...



Is 19 single?

- Mm...Mmm..IF IF IF i never rmb wrongly she jus got attached?? (Dont kill me if i'm wrong..)



What's 10 last name?

- Full name is : Ong Yi Yan..So yan will be the last name?



Would you ever be in relationship with 11?

- Hell no..haha..But he is someone with a good heart..



What is the school of 3?

- same school as me. Nanyang Polytechnic.



Where does 6 lives?

- Ang mo Kio..haha..Excate add no idea..didnt go her hse before..



Favourite thing about 5?

- This gal is a Freak for ORANGE



Now sabotage 10 people to do this survey!

~ Lazy type ar..haha..Who feel like doing jus do lo..

♥ 12:27 AM