^The day before^
Thanks Treasa sis for consolling me..
For listening to me when its already nearing 1 in the morning..
For giving me your piece of advice..
Ever since the day we told each other we will be sisters forever
It seems like a curse also have been borned together with the bond we had..
A curse that put both of us through some suffering non stop one after another
I didnt choose to believe it..
But its beginning to tell me that its somewhat true
Why do i feel
feel that there is no one i can turn to except for Sis
No wait, maybe there is more out there who i can turn to
But She's the only person left closest to me that could realli understand my situation
I feel sucks if i were to tell anyone else how i feel
So i put a strong front towards other people
Sometimes being alone isnt a bad thing
^Today^
I have the whole day to myself
Laogong is in camp doing guard duty
Its been a long long time since i have this much free time to myself
I took forever to wake up in the morning
No one to go out with i choose to stay at home and pampered myself
I ironed my moutain of clothes and packed it into my wardrobe
I rewatched At the Dolphin Bay, it makes me tear again with the first episode
I take forever to finish my bathe
Kinda emo though for the whole day
I love you sis..
My pri sch buddy till nowVery nice pic of us
Love it
She's also always there to listen to me if needed to
*Repetition in repeating bad memories has become a norm for everyone in this society*
*i do everything within my ability to repent the mistake i made from the past..but is it ever enough*
Signing off: Perfectionist [4.26pm]
