What is performing if you are not performing to the ones that you love~
I love performing...
I love performing infront of people who appreciate my dancing..
I love performing infront of my friends..
But the more i
DREAM performing infront of my parents..
But never was i given a chance to do so..
Since young, though understanding they can be..
How much they always says
'you dance so much, why never perform for us to see?'
'always dancing away, dont even know if you are really dancing or wad...'
The key word here is
I TRIEDI TRIED asking throughout my entire secondary dancing school life..
And each time the reply i always got was
'Too late la'
'Have to work'
'Lazy'
'What is there to see, just dancing ma'
So i
GIVE UP ASKING..
Telling myself no hope in expecting you to watch me dance..
Until now i have this great opportunity to show to you what i have..
To show to you how great your daughter is doing now..
I broke that little promise i have..
I ASKED once again hoping that you will be able to turn up..
Initally a
YES..turns out to be a
NO because u cant take leave..
And a
immediate NO from you cause you dont wan to waste your time & you have to work
I know that i cant blame you..
I'm just very sad..
MY last major performances before i 'end' my dancing life after i graduate
Its actually hurting to hear that all my friends parents are watching them perform
But not mine..
Not Now...
Not this performance..
Not in the future..
Sigining off:
Phoebe aka Perfectionist
