First of all...
To people whom you think that you really know me inside out..
To people whom you think you really know the problem i am going through now..
To people whom you think you can understand the stuff i am struggling now..
You will then naturally have the
- right to tell me what to do
- right to give me advice
- right to judge me
- right to scold me
If not stop judging me and sound like you really know me alot
Because not many people know
Not many people around me are close to me enough to understand what i am going through
So why not start with understanding me more if you really want to
Instead of judging me according to what i am to you in the past
Because things do change if you realise
And i have change without anyone realising it
So bug off and stop spamming my blog like you know me well
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It hurts when you actually made an effort to care for someone with just a simple move or sms
And what i got back was doubts about my actions and thoughts
Think...
If i dont mean it
If i dont care
Do i even bother to take that 10secs of my life
Do i even bother to lift up my finger and start typing 'Take care'
TO YOU
And if that is really what you feel then i guess
I shall see no point in showing concern or even the slightest care
It happens too many a times
It is tiring to doubt people
It is even tiring to be doubt
Tiring to have to explain reason for your actions & concern
With that,
Phoebe aka Perfectionist
is signing off with a pinch in her heart
