I hate what i am putting myself through..
Have i changed completely?
I am not myself lately..
I feel numb and lost...
I just wish i can chuck everything aside and ROT..
I wish i can be the one waiting for things to happen..
BUT I CANT..
I wish my brain is now empty
So i dont have so many stuff to think about..
So i can relax and just play around like no one business..
But that day will never arrive..
Phoebe aka Perfectionist
♥ 12:03 AM