OH FREAK!!!
Uncle Ter show me this video online..
She is only 10 years old!!!
And oh my GOD!!!!
She have so much better presentation skills...
This is passion and the wow factor that me and uncle Ter was talking about!

Today...
Rot the whole day at home~
But didnt excatly rot~
I still do my admin stuff ok..
Everything done except sending an email for :
S.T.O.P: Stop The Ouch, Please! competition..
Progressing towards more competition level..
We can DO IT~!!!

Phoebe aka Perfectionist

♥ 4:32 PM

Phoebe aka Perfectionist

♥ 11:23 PM

This is me alot of months ago...~!

♥ 11:11 PM

Everything is fated...
if u do believe in fate... watch this...
if u dun... watch this... and prolly u will believe too..
-pew-

Totally touched by the short film
fate do exist
-phoebe-

♥ 9:06 PM

Tsk Tsk...Naughty Soulmate took the advantage of putting tagboard for me to blog an entry without me knowing..haha..
I had really a lot of fun this holiday..
Was browsing through my old pictures of me when i was young
came across this picture with me and alot of stuff toys surrounding me..
Within it..i realise i actually had a purple 'harmony' carebear long time ago which i have of course threw it away..
which struck me a sec later that 'Mony' the harmony bear pew bought for me was the excate same one as the one i used to have..
'It came back to HAUNT me!!!' i said that to pew and send her hair standing up..
ROFL...~!!! Pew is scared by me! FIRST time i scare her...hahahaha...

Found this cutie little picture of me..haha...
Look like me a not??
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Anyway think mama and papa likes pew pew alot..
Kept asking her to stay overnight and for dinner..
Cooking delicious food for her..
hmpf..i am jealous...why mama papa never treat me this well..haha...KIDDING..
Went to gym with pew today..
I'm too skinny to work out i know!!! Dont need to remind me..
I am too concern about my weight..
Instead i consult about weight gaining prog but to no avail... i given up the thought..
I need to get my MRI result first before doing anything else to my health
and also that i possibly cant commit to the schedule they given to me if i were to join their prog..
HAIZ...feeling so pathetic..
....
But but but...i went for YOGA class today with pew..!!!
OMG...its so damm shiok to stretch and relax at the same time..
having slight diffculities for certain stretching due to lack of strength on my knees..
But it was so fun..defintely a good experience..
And the service there is so good..
oh oh..forget to mention its 'True Fitness'.. haha
Their bathroom is so nice..have hairdryer la...provide everything la..
And they have STEAMER ROOM..
SO DAMM HOT TO STAY INSIDE
but we stayed for like 10mins before i totally cant take it..
And wed we are going back for MTV DANCE lesson..
I have a week as guest to visit and use their facilities..hehe..so cool...

After shower...

And then off to my house for a delightful dinner again..
PEw help me decorate my rm again for a while..
See the little changes she did..

USe to put keyboard for my old com but transform to displaying of my accessories..

♥ 10:24 PM

WOOT this is PEW PEW here~!
bloggin here dropping by... on de behalf of EVER so BUSY fangy~! HAHA
yes yes... FANGY derive from HUIFANG~!
and i notice something.. - serious stare-
ever since i gave her de nickname... FANGY...
EVERYBODY ok not everybody but most ppl...
are starting to refer her as FANGY TOO...
well its ok la...
FANGY IS A CUTE NICKNAME HOR...
de NICKNAME only la hor.. not too sure abt de owner.. ehem
OOHHH KKKK....
[gng to get killed blogging this shh....so if u realise tat i am no longer alive shortly, u shld know who killed me lo hor.]

ANW...
she is gng to like cut her hair this SAT.
and i am tryin to PYSCO her to cut her hair to shoulder length HRR
den will hv this major change...
and everybody will be like WOW... who is tat gal...
she will be so refreshing and different tat... hmm
maybe i shld make a BIG BIG NAME TAG saying "I AM FANGY"
den small printings at the bottom saying "NICE TO MEET YOU (:"
and maybe even smaller printings saying "I AM PEWPEW'S"

HRR... oh well this is so so fun~!
TO BLOG behind her back... HAHA
ok off i go..
pewpew... SIGNING OUT!
*cross finger*

♥ 9:27 PM

If u have an impulse now what will it be??

SERIOUSLY I WANT TO CUT MY HAIR NOW..
LIKE NEXT WEEK??
MY FREAKY HAIR IS NOW
not long not short...half way hanging there..
having bad hair day most of the time..
fringe irritating the shit out of me...
Plus plus ++++++++
i think i need a change...
I want to rebond my hair again this time with highlights on my hair..
SO WHAT COLOUR OF HIGHLIGHT SHOULD I GET??
I try searching...
onli two pics i manage to find close to type of hair i wanna cut..
But anymore suggestion is welcome...
=))

♥ 1:03 AM

Its been like more than a week since i ever blog again..
Ended my ED & OT attachment posting..
Total shaggness due to prolong standing and observing..haha..
It just gets too boring at a certain point of time and just waiting for time to pass..
Nonetheless getting the chance to observe certain interesting cases was kind a rare chance to get by..and able to scrub for a case which only lasted for 5 mins..-_- wasnt excatly as fun n interesting as i thought..defintely not my cup of tea to work in OT but consideration for ED..
I'm kinda more of a slow pace worker now..
Still adores challenges, but guess too much stuff happening recently teach me how to take things slow at a time..

At the same time Production rehearsals that clashes with my attachment makes things even more shag..rushing down each time after attachment for rehearsals..
Sometimes i wonder how can i actually did that for consecutively 2 weeks..
But now at last Production ended and it end off well..
hard work was being paid off and i can finally take a breather...

Anw enough about updates... lets talk alittle bit about today..
Normally if i were to stay home all day and rot...
My lunch would usually end up eating maggie mee..
But not today...Not that because my lunch is prepared by Moo Moo..
I had spagetthi upon request..
And it was a fulfilling and yummy lunch..
Even better when the lunch is being prepared together, sharing the work...
Its the process that matters and its this kind of happiness and satisfaction i am looking for..
Had dance and my knee is seriously still aching n locking all the time..
Did MRI scan and awaiting result..
I just have a feeling it shouldnt be much of a problem..but then still..preparing myself mentally..

Long post i guess?
Let the pictures do the talking then..


My lunch..

Production Pictures..

Test shot..haha..

♥ 1:43 PM

There is alot of possibility in this world..
There is alot of possibility of changes and happenings in my life..
How excatly did it happen..
How excatly did i make it happen?
Regrets like i say..
doesnt necessary means a certain thing..
It can be of anything..
anything that happens to me in the past or even recently..
So what if its either one..
Dont assume that i am hanging on..
Although i am trying to..
But what excatly i am hanging on..
I dont see a need to explain..
And probably this whole world only one person knows..
And i guess that shall be enough and stops there..


Life alters as it moves and shifts,
adjusts and rearranges
and as soon as something gets easy
it changes.


*it stings*
Imperfectionist

♥ 12:01 PM

I've lost all BELIEF
I had in MYSELF
The person I see in the MIRROR
is SOMEBODY else

I don't know these EYES
there was a SPARKLe in mine
and I don't know this MOUTH
that fakes a SMILE all the time

I look at my HANDS
and see them covered with BLOOD
Did I really HURT somebody?
Oh no, I really am NO GOOD

I didn't hurt her SERIOUSLY
just hurt her INTENTIONALLY
Nevertheless I HATE myself
and deeply regret LOSING IT

I wish I HADN'T done it
I wish I'd TURN BACK TIME
but this is REALITY
with no such thing as REWIND

I guess I just have to COME OVER IT
and LIVE with myself
But the FACE in my mirror
still belongs to SOMEBODY ELSE

'Cause I've lost TRACE
of who I really am
Hope I'll find myself soon
and then I'll be back again

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Ever done something you shouldn't have?

Straight away, could you feel it was wrong?

Or did it take a while

For regret to take hold?

But you can't change the past,

Can't take back the words,

Can't undo the damage,

Can't forget,

Can't let go of what might have been.

You can't change the past.

So, sugar, look to the future.

Phoebe aka Perfectionist has become Imperfectionist once again...

♥ 3:50 PM