I've lost all BELIEF
I had in MYSELF
The person I see in the MIRROR
is SOMEBODY else
I don't know these EYES
there was a SPARKLe in mine
and I don't know this MOUTH
that fakes a SMILE all the time
I look at my HANDS
and see them covered with BLOOD
Did I really HURT somebody?
Oh no, I really am NO GOOD
I didn't hurt her SERIOUSLY
just hurt her INTENTIONALLY
Nevertheless I HATE myself
and deeply regret LOSING IT
I wish I HADN'T done it
I wish I'd TURN BACK TIME
but this is REALITY
with no such thing as REWIND
I guess I just have to COME OVER IT
and LIVE with myself
But the FACE in my mirror
still belongs to SOMEBODY ELSE
'Cause I've lost TRACE
of who I really am
Hope I'll find myself soon
and then I'll be back again
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Ever done something you shouldn't have?
Straight away, could you feel it was wrong?
Or did it take a while
For regret to take hold?
But you can't change the past,
Can't take back the words,
Can't undo the damage,
Can't forget,
Can't let go of what might have been.
You can't change the past.
So, sugar, look to the future.
Phoebe aka Perfectionist has become Imperfectionist once again...
