This is taken personally from marina barrage on xmas day itself..
Nice picture huh?
Wasnt thinking much when i took this picture..
Was just purely absorbing in the nice view..
Taking down memories of it..
But..
lately..things hasnt been going smoothly for me..
Feeling quite sucky and F**k up with myself..
Only sis n bii will know..
What's up with me recently seriously..
Hormone pill side effects kicking in?
Been on the lousy mood side far too often..
Been having mood swing and affected easily..
Been easily paranoid and J******* keeps kicking in..
I am seriously trying to contain my feelings
But its unhealthy like what bii said..
But it dont sound that resonable also for my actions n words..
So what is the best way out..
C***** too much hurts my ****
Been having nightmare everynight..
Not sleeping well but eating well..
Weird n also did gain abit weight..
Nightmare of things i am fearing now..
Repeating itself again and again..
I hate it..Can i have my peace of sleep??
Heart been burnt with a hole..
With one sentence..
With two words..
it will really take awhile before the hole heals up..
Emo huh right my post..
Been too lazy to blog so result of all emo-ness ranted here..
Rainbows of my life has been covered..
Just like the picture itself i have taken..
'I see the sunshine, but its covered with clouds..where is the real light?'

Perfectionist..
See ya soon again..