Its been a long time since i last blog..
Coming to two months i guess?
Blog rotting and collecting dust..
Guess i just didnt have that mood to blog since....
you know my last entry..
That took me quite sometime to be over it..
I still do miss him sometimes...
I still keep his cage.....
Well back to topic here..
Within this period that i have been MIA
Alot of things happen...
So many things happen such that
I feel i am at lost what to do..
I use to be such a complicated person..
But yet now..
What i am yearning for is just simplicity..
Ignorance is BLISS..
I wish everyone could attain that level..
Lets see..
My schedule now is always work and dance
Met someone well not that close like last week
An aquaintance i guess..
Someone stayed the same block as me
Qn - ' What is my ultimate carrer path?'
Qn - 'It seems like you are dancing and working at the same time.'
Qn - ' Are you intending to be a full time dancer after your bond?'
Well i wish i could..
But that only happen in dreams..
It use to be..But now i just treat it as a passion..
Something i can still connect with my old friends and releash my unhappiness
Something that can make me forget about everything for that moment..
Not alot of stuff goes the way we want it to be
My mindset has change..
To accept everything that comes my way..
Not being complacent here..
If you catch what i mean
Simply its
' The more you expect and request, the more it wont be yours'
This is what more or less i am going through
What i have now may not be the perfect way i want it to be
What i have now may not seems lasting or even acceptable in other people eyes
But happiness is what i feeel now..
So i guess ultimately its the feeling and care i recieve that matters..
Phoebe
- The Perfectionist with imperfection in her life -
♥ 9:10 PM
